пісьменнасць ⁽¹⁾

I'm here jotting down various thoughts from my mind. Clumsy, turbulent, contradictory. Then I read the comments and inside, I get upset that certain people didn't understand me correctly or imagined something incredible. And I start to emphasize there, saying you misunderstood me! Or I didn't mean that. Or something else. I still don’t know where my urge to justify myself comes from. The desire to be understood and accepted by everyone 100%. However, there's another observation. The more turbulent, abstract, and multifaceted the post, the easier it is for every person to see a reflection of their fears, anxieties, and convictions in it. You could say that by reading other people's texts, agreeing or engaging in discussions with them, we're actually debating and agreeing with our views, with our hidden or apparent anxieties. What hasn’t been resolved for us gets resolved, reiterated, or defended by us. And the trigger's nature doesn't matter anymore. What matters is what stirs within us. Why it's important to us whether it's true or nonsense.

I'm delighted when you comment and react to what I write. It feels like I get to know you better that way. Sending hugs to everyone!

Finally, I'm writing not at night. So, the picture can be made brighter! P.S. Today Luba helped assemble furniture. She's a good helper.